I feel free here and its an eye opening experience to really feel what freedom feels like. My previous belief was having freedom to do as I wish but the biggest thing that has been missing is the freedom to think my own thoughts. I don’t feel like that’s possible in a populated city like Vegas, Los Angeles or anywhere wear the people are under a spell and societal control.
Any belief prior to this perspective is apart of societal control and should be categorized as my matrix guide I’ve become good or better than most at navigating in todays matrix but the leverage you have outside the matrix is 10 fold that from being in the matrix. I must master the navigation of true freedom and let that influence my decisions in the matrix not the other way around.
The struggle is similar to getting into a space of creativity or focus it takes rituals that get practiced. The bondage of the programing we’re exposed to is interlaced in everything we do. How we eat, how we react to stressful situations, how we plan our days how we go to sleep, thoughts we think in the day our goals we set etc. In this moment I feel very aware of this thought trap but I know when I go to sleep and wake up tomorrow this thought will have left me. I need to set up a ritual that grounds me back into this feeling until I can constantly be in the space of freedom.